I wanted nothing more than to have that conversation with her… And even though we said everything and told eachother what needed to be said, I’m still worried about what can happen between us
I know only one person is going to even be able to read this, and I doubt she will read it but. I’m stressed im worried that the girl I love thebinly girl I truly want to be with and spend the rest of my life with will disappear. Even though she says everything between us is gravy and that we are good together but I feel as if she’s slowly slipping away from me am one day I’ll wake up and she won’t there. And Idk how I will take it when that day comes. I’m pretty sure I’ll end up in the hospital and I’m not sure whether it’ll be the ER or the mourge
You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.
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| — | Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl) |
